Sadly, the keyword here is “dream”
I’ve started working out again, and I love it! I’m not very consistent right now because of school so I only work out like four times a week, but I’m okay with that. School is number one right now. I’ll have time to focus on fitness after May 11th.
Fortunately, I got into the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. Unfortunately, I haven’t gotten my financial aid yet. That’s the thing that’ll make or break me going there. I don’t know how financial aid works at UIUC, but at UIC they were stingy with the shit. I hope and pray this works out - I know it’s hard to believe but I actually prayed about this. I don’t know what I’ll do if it doesn’t happen. I really don’t want to stay at here another year.
But that’s all the room for negativity I have. I’m gonna start working on scholarships and shit again tomorrow. This is fucking happening.