the worst part about having a crush on someone is everything
I love my new theme! Just gotta finish editing a couple things now…
Thoughts that have run through my mind since finishing my Spanish 122 final exam
Honestly?
It’s been nearly four months since I’ve severed our bond. Yet, here I am. Still marveling at and struggling to fill the crater-sized holes left in my heart and mind because of her absence. Holes, which at this point, seem like they can only be filled by her presence. I miss her more than I can sum up into words, and I need want to talk to her so bad it’s insane.
I guess this is where the heart-crushingly ironic part comes in: I stand by my decision absolutely. I do not regret saying goodbye to her. In fact, I regret not saying it sooner. It was one of best and most important decisions I’ve ever made in terms of my mental and emotional health.
It’s just that - I don’t know…
I just wish shit would have went down differently. I miss our connection.
Just deleted about a month’s worth of posts because my blog was hideous…
Blogging live from Atlanta, GA.
I had to learn what I got, and what I’m not, and who I am…
I won’t give up on us, God knows I’m tough enough
We got a lot to learn, God knows we’re worth it…
No I won’t give up
I Won’t Give Up - Jason Mraz
Currently, I am working on self love and what it is to me. These lyrics, this song scream it for me. The narrative is told through the eyes of a relationship, and what more important relationship is there than the one I have with myself? So… yeah. My song for the night. I suggest you give it a listen. It’s tranquil and calming. Great for a chill February night.
